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Feb. 24th, 2006 @ 10:21 pm Ticking Time Bomb
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: "Paint It Black"
I managed to flood the bathroom while taking a warm soak and relieving my mind of my troubles. It's kind of funny.

Otherwise today i spent some money on music. A BEAUTIFUL album (that's the vinyl type not a cd), two good cd's, and another one that'll be shipping in in about a week. They're all pretty good, and I can't complain.

Also, I realized just how much energy I've been wasting trying to play the victim. The things that happen to me I, in some way, choose. One of the hardest things to do in life is to stand up and take responsibility for oneself. I guess i've just reached the point where I can turn my head to my stupidity anymore.
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Feb. 20th, 2006 @ 03:48 pm Blah
Current Mood: pessimisticpessimistic
Current Music: "Bleed For Me"-Black Label Society
So, there is a buncha shit I feel is bad...and i don't like it. But I could be wrong, not that I feel like I am.
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Feb. 11th, 2006 @ 07:55 pm Terminalis
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: "Thorn Within"-Metallica
Which is fake latin for end. Today went by like a fucking roller coaster. Around noonish I started freaking out over nothing and feeling really upset and depressed, as well as pumping out some of the greatest guitar riffs i have ever thought up. It must have been stress or something like that, the thought of having term papers and shit to do. I also think that not hanging out with a variety of people is starting to get to me a little...althought that'd just be me being dramatic. I talk to alot of people out at the college. It'd be stupid to make this out to a bigger deal than it is, i'm sure everybody has bad days ever once in awhile. Really, really bad days where they're reduced to raving lunatics for a few hours at a time.
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Jan. 22nd, 2006 @ 09:33 pm (no subject)
Uh, lesse I have a lot of reading to do and I just updated htis because I could...
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Jan. 21st, 2006 @ 05:50 pm Stolen from Kelley
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Performed an exorcism, went to college

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
fuck your goddamn resolutions
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
not that I knew of
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Depends on what you consider death

5. What countries did you visit?
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
oh hell… martial arts skills, real talent, determination, contentment, muscle structure, a girlfriend, uh…yeah that’s the short list.

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
December 23rd

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Passing the first semester of college

9. What was your biggest failure?
…Not giving enough of a damn…

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
If obesity counts

11. What was the best thing you bought?
My stereo, by far
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My Grandfathers…he got my ass in gear again.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

14. Where did most of your money go?
cd’s, cd’s, and books

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
My sky blue Pearl Export 5 piece drum kit

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
”Facing Hell” by Ozzy, “Photograph” By Nickelback, “Save Me” by Shinedown, and “ The Chosen One” by Zakk Wylde’s “Pride and Glory”

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

happier or sadder? Happier I think.

thinner or fatter? Fatter, by far

richer or poorer? I was always broke

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
speaking my mind
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
looking at the downside of things

20. Did you fall in love in 2005?
not hardly

21. How many one-night stands?
sorry, I walk the mile

22. What was your favorite TV show?

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No, I don’t think so

24. What was the best book you read?

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Uh, Blackfoot, Tom Petty, and Nazareth
26. What did you want and get?
some Nirvana Cd’s

27. What did you want and not get?
28. What was your favorite film of this year?
Cursed, just because we made so much fun of it

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I sat around my house rejoicing in the fact that I didn’t have to go to my cousin’s party…and I was 18

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Huh, actually having a band that didn’t break up.

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Jeans and a T-shirt.

32. What kept you sane?
Music, and friends

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Oh damn….I don’t remember…

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
politicians are evil

35. Who did you miss?
Renee, Amanda (for some ungodly reason), Ryan after he moved, and just about everybody else at some point.

36. Who was the best new person you met?

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
Sometimes, it pays to give a shit.

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

”Falling down is a child’s next move,
Learning how not to fall is life’s pursuit”
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Jan. 14th, 2006 @ 10:31 pm (no subject)
Today i finally learned a very easy way to remember how to come back from a drumroll. It seems so simple. I love it. I love love because it's lovely.

This has not hing to do with love, it's all about the sex.

I'm on crack, please forgive my insubordination.
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Jan. 5th, 2006 @ 11:22 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: creative
Alright, I wrote this because I had something on my mind. It's kind of cool, no strong feelings either way. I'm throwing around the last line, so i'm putting both options down. I might even just keep both of them there, just to drive home the point.

<lj-cut text="New Years Baptism" It happened to you just the other day, I might have been the only one who understood, This feeling you've been baptized, It never lasts forever, One day soon you'll wish it went away, When people come to take what they think they should, Then you'll feel you've been chastized, It's hardly ever easy, Your whole life changed forever on New Years Day, Perceptions changed forever on New Years Day. (Flip flop the last two lines, leave one out. Tell me what you think.)
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Jan. 2nd, 2006 @ 04:19 pm Updateness
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
I just saw a commercial that made money into Wendy's food. I don't know if 99 cent fast food is really a sign of progress of just a testament to the laziness of mankind.

The first food of the new year was White Castle, so along with the first meal I got the first case of really bad gas. The first adventure too. Striker knows, he was there.

It's only the second of the new year and i'm already waiting for some things to happen. That just kind of came out...I don't think it's quite what intened to type. I guess aside from New Years there's nothing much to write out here.

Sometime I need to call up Dick and Dom so we can get our band going. We're moving slow for now, hopefully it all picks up. And get the books for next semester since my scholarship was alright after all.
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Dec. 21st, 2005 @ 07:22 pm (no subject)
Friends only.
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